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I have not written here for a long time, and I wont be writing here for another six months atleast from now. Off to high seas~

Khuda Jaane

Sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon
Tum pe hi aa ke rukta hoon
Kya yeh sab ko hota hai

Hum ko kya lena hai sab se
Tum se hi sab batein ab se
Ban gaye ho tum meri dua

Sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon
Tum pe hi aa ke rukta hoon
Kya yeh sab ko hota hai

Hum ko kya lena hai sab se
Tum se hi sab batein ab se
Ban gaye ho tum meri dua

Khuda Jaane ke mein fida hun
Khuda Jaane mein mit gaya
Khuda jaane yeh kyun huwa hai
Ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda

Tu kahe to tere hi kadam ke
main nishanon pe
Chalun rukun ishaare pe
Tu kahe tho khwabon ka bana ke
Main bahana sa
Mila karu sirhaane pe

Ohhh
Tum se dil ki baatein seekhi
Tum se hi yeh raahe seekhi
Tum pe marr ke mein tho
Jjee gaya

Khuda Jaane ke mein fida hun
Khuda Jaane mein mit gaya
Khuda jaane yeh kyun huwa hai
Ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda

Dil kahe ke aaj tho, chupa lo tum
panahon mein
Ke darr hai tum ko kho doonga
Dil kahe ki sambhal zara khushi ko
Na nazar laga
Ke darr hai mein tho ro dunga

Hooo
Karthi hoon sao vaade tum se
Bandhe dil ke dhaage tum se
Yeh tumhe na jane kya hua

Khuda Jaane ke mein fida hun
Khuda Jaane mein mit gaya
Khuda jaane yeh kyun huwa hai
Ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda

Sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon
Tum pe hi aa ke rukta hoon
Kya yeh sab ko hota hai

Hum ko kya lena hai sab se
Tum se hi sab batein ab se
Ban gaye ho tum meri dua

Khuda Jaane ke mein fida hun
Khuda Jaane mein mit gaya
Khuda jaane yeh kyun huwa hai
Ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda

Ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda..

dilemma!

a new start
a new beginning
ray of hope
a lively feeling
chill in the air
a humble greeting
goal was far
the path ajar
pace was fast
her steps avast
she held my hand
and rambled past.

Jai Mata Ki~

I didn't even have the slightest of clues that I would make it two in a row, and a total of three times. Yes, last year and now this year again. The trip to Jammu, Vaishno Devi, is what it is. The one place I love to go, be it any number of times. It gives me peace, tenders love.

Jai Mata Ki!

down empty!!

ever quiescent

for keeps waiting
in the shadows of obscurity
coveting for the 'she' he amours
hails 'her' name
asking nothing
receiving nothing
hitherto
at ease
to sacrifice all for her.

chronic~

ever and anon
we laughed,
we cried.
at times so often
we fought,
we lied.
unending thoughts
those tiffs, beams, laughs and cries
I could hear them all
bonding us alive.
boundless they seem
away afar
the feelings I say
unremitting ajar.

Its shaping up!!

..Encompassing eight months now, that I have been out of touch with my work persona. No, its not that the things didn't shape up for me during this period or that i didn't have a job or something, but the very fact that i was engrossed with books and giving exams to get back into the stride... or should I say to get back into my profession with better results. :) :P

Well now that everything is over with, i mean the exams and stuff (by the way i cleared them all in one go :P), i have a few days left before i join back for my next voyage.

This time I kind of feel uncanny and a little more reluctant to join back. Maybe the gap between my last trip and the forthcoming one has been a little more than the previous ones (i really hope that this is the reason). But else I think that i have become a little more involved at my place than regular. Involved in the sense that I have had a lot more things happening around me in the past few months. Yeah kind of like the friend circle, the family functions and the nit-wit talks here and there which have really bamboozled me and kept me in "the" mood always. :P

I just hope that the ramble is not for too long and I get my focus back. Well, its not that difficult when you have already been away from home for longer than six months at a stretch earlier, but then you got to be strong again. :P :D

No, I am not being too brusque here. :)